ah hmm.. its so nice to be lazy..

Thursday started as a normal day.. ya as usual got up late rushed to office.. first half of the day I worked and then... the weekend fever caught upto me.. the festivity in the air infected me.. and i started existing and lazing around in office.. (result seating arrangements :D)

After a long time (say almost two months) tasted the delicious chocolate ebony with vannila ice cream and chocolate sauce.. yummy yummy what a treat to eat.. just melting in my mouth.. hmm my taste buds were elated.. :D

Came home.. again lazed around for a while took my lappy and started watching a cute nice funny telugu movie.. (again a treat after two months.. late night movie watching). Obviously the result got up at ten.. ate at eleven and two o clock am still debating if its too early for a bath.. :).. Aaahaa..there is a magic in ten o clock .... Elders consider it a curse while we consider it a boon.. a treat.. a therapy.. that relaxes us.. and helps us appreciate life.. heee hee these are times we become cranky and would laugh at the worst mockery directed at us.. we are at peace complete peace.. wow getting up at ten o clock what a treat... :D

It gives a feel that life is never too fast.. gives a feel that you have all the time in the world.. some how its when you decide to do nothing.. time comes to a halt telling you its your servant and you are the master.. Cant help but think of all those days I was chasing against time wishing and praying minutes would move as  hours and hours as days.. but of course its when you desperately wish the opposite happens..

Laziness.. hmmm..yummm.. what a word.. am all smiles as i think about the word.. Its so nice to be lazy... listening to mummy shout.. daddy give lecture.. friend stomach burning (as they work in office) sitting on the couch as if you are the princess of this universe in one end the world at your finger tip (lappy with net connection) and the idiot box fully at your service (no one day.. two day AC, BC matches to put up with.. hee hee bro got office..:)..) still in that semi sleep semi awake mood.. jaberring and talking what ever you please.. lazy to even get up .. hmm i feel like telling.. ahha..

For those who are reading this from office.. hee hee.. guys its totally totally intoxicating.. this laziness.. am keying words at the speed of a snail.. am to lazy to even think my next sentence.. every movement feels like an enormous effort.. its a beautiful state of mind.. hee hee

For those who are reading this from the comfort of home.. i know you can relate to me.. and let us together celebrate laziness.. somehow the word is often looked upon with disgrace.. lets give it, its due place.. once in a while laziness in required to appreciate the beauty and design off life..

seating arrangements

never known seating arrangements could make a difference at work place..

Joined a new company and was allocated a desk..right opposite to my big boss.. few people in my team looked at me with a sense of vengance.. their stare seem to tell me this is not fair.. Little did i realise what they meant, until recently....

Due to various vastu reasons our team location was changed from one end of the floor to the other end.. and it so happened now all those people who looked at me with vengance, now look at me with a sense of satisfaction.. again i wonder.... and little did i realise until recently..

Human nature i tell you.. what delight in seeing some one go through the same uncomfortableness that we went through.. what delight in seeing someone in fix.. what delight in seeing some one get embarssed.. what delight in seeing some one controlled..

That was the satisfaction i saw in their faces.. my 22 inch monitor (which i was all smiles when i received it) has today turned a traitor allowing a forget 90 degree.. forget 180 degree.. forget 360 degree... i would say a three dimensional picture of what i do to my big boss.. yeah.. :(  it is his desk that is currently diagonal to mine giving him a perfect view of my monitor...

aaaaaaaaaggrrrrrrrrhhhhhhh!! what else can i do but be procative.. what else can i do but say no to procastination.. seating arrangements i tell you...... makes all the difference...!!! :D

romance under my nose..

There was this girl who always thought she could read people. Seeing someone i can make out what type of a person they are.. was a proud thought she always carried. She thought she was shrewd.. sharp..intuitive in detecting those type of feelings in others.. you understand right..those those type.. exactly.. :)

She had two very good friends.. and these two were among themselves very good friends. Now in this triangle of friendship starts the story.. the story of two good friends..

So you might be wondering why is the title romance under my nose.. its so called because.. these two good friends..slowly became the best of friends.. slowing became..boy friend.. girl friend to each other (sorry forgot to mention these two where from different gender) and then became fiance and soon will become life partners..

In their journey from good friends to life partners.. they have kept so many of us on our toes.. or edge of our seats.. as you may call it.. and we are still trying to figure out the romance that happened right under our noses..

Well we have a deal that someday.. possibly out the sheer interest that i have persistantly shown in knowing their love story and given the fact that i have stopped thinking they would take my case and share the story behind the romance that happened right under my nose..

Nose or no nose.. today it is wonderful to see both of them together and i wish and pray that all happiness and love showers into their lives and as the saying goes.. heaven on earth..i wish each moment of their life be a heaven on earth experience in their lives.. :)

love you both!! :)

small things

I just love this theme... :)

am wondering...

are these rain drops on the window sil..
or
are these dew drops on the car glasses...

wat ever be it.. it gives me a sense of high..nature how beautiful. and am so thankful to Him for giving me this heart to admire, adore, appreciate and love these small small things.. to many these are nothing..

have heard this statement several times and each time i wonder and each time i realise the truth behind it...
"Success is in the big things of life..
Happiness is in the small things of life....

small acts.. small thoughts.. small words.. small deeds.. small actions.. small gestures.. small chats.. small things..

thats all it takes to make your life happy and blissfull..

"love u" such a small sentence.. but the happiness it flowers in our hearts when we hear it from our loved ones.. as master card ad says.. priceless..!!!!

Small thats all it takes to build big and great lives..

There is nothing called insignificant..
:)

A word... its called a thought!!!

Thoughts keep flowing, zillion thoughts at a time. Keep switching keep coming at a dizzy speed.

What is it that i want from life. What is it that i want from myself. What is it that i want to become? What is it that am craving for? What is it that completes me? What is.. this me? What is this life? What is it that i am expecting? Million thoughts.... random as they can be... zillion thoughts keep flowing in and out of mind..

Ha Ha! Whenever i start thinking in these lines my uncle would generally ask me, “Ramya don’t you have work to do?”

‘Thought’ what a beautiful word. A word that defines man, a word that makes man the greatest of all creations, a word that has the power to create or destroy life, a word that has no scientific relevance yet, a word that cannot be proved by science that does not get defined by science, a word that still baffles scientist, a word whose creation is unknown, a word whose birth is still a mystery, a word that’s all it is.. a word that’s all it seems to be.. a word after all... yet it is this word that runs our life.. it is this word that defines our life.. it is this word that shows us our calling, it is this word that makes us what we are and will take us to what we have to be, it is this word that creates our destiny, this word that authors our fate, this word... yes its just a word.. yet it is this word that becomes what we call as ‘life’...

Word.. as it may seem to be.. it has in it the power to create a universe of its own.. it has in it the power to construct a world.. it has in it the energy that runs the universe. Everything and everybody around you... why for that matter the very you... were just thoughts initially... that later came into being.. which later found expression. Irony isn’t it all we have to say about our thought is... oh! it was just a thought..

I wonder how many of us even take the time to know our thoughts. How many of us even know what are the most dominant thoughts in our head? How many of us even ponder.. stop for few seconds to understand and admire this design of life... ‘thought’. Busy world we are in.. competitive world that no longer gives us the time to be with ourself... a world that makes us a stranger to our own thoughts..

How many of us even understand how blessed we are. Blessed to be gifted with such mechanism.. blessed to be gifted with the intelligence to understand and decipher this mechanism.. blessed to have the knowledge and awareness about this mechanism.. blessed to have a spirit to convert this into reality...

Life is all about thoughts.. manage your thoughts and your life will be taken care of..

Cute wishes....

Cleaning, Cleaning and Cleaning. Its really weird.. when u clean, you become dirty.... that's the beauty of the activity.

Last week after a week full of relaxation i was eagerly waiting for the weekend (of course to relax as i got tired during the week relaxing). It was one of those beautiful Saturday morning.. i got up with the idea that i am going to do nothing, for the day.. i was so happy it was going to be my lazy day. But as all of you know.. mummy's always have this extra-ordinary ability of making you switch gears. Just few hours into the day, i walked into my room with full determination and zeal. I decided to embark into the venture of cleaning the drawers in my table.. (yes you are right i am referring to that small table next to my bed)

You may ask me, Ramya for cleaning two drawers did you have to give one para build up.. but guys it took me close to four hours before i victoriously emerged out of the cleaning (of course dirty..)

It was a beautiful feeling though.. as i was cleaning came across my LKG to 12th Std mark sheet... it was an experience to go through them. There was a time when it meant so much... so many sleepless nights, tensed, anxious moments... and last week when i had the report cards in my hand... it was a euphoric feeling, i felt jubilant, ecstatic, delighted, triumphant, elated... i felt so good about myself from a tiny toddler to a Chartered Accountant.. what a journey!!! I have never felt more proud of myself..

As i unearthed (its a restricted area nobody in the family is allowed to touch it) so many more memories came gushing out.. so many cards.. so many wishes... each one of them...so precious, so unique, so loving from people who are very close to my heart.. i am at loss of words to describe how much it all means to me today. Came across several wishes.. this one stood out... so just thought of sharing it with you guys. Here we go....

May God

Grant you Always....

A sunbeam to warm you,

A moonbeam to charm you,

A sheltering angel so nothing can harm you,

Laughter to cheer you,

Faithful friends near you,

and whenever you pray heaven to hear you....

I wish the same for all of you.... :)

What a way to end the week and that's how my Saturday ended. With a close up smile all through the evening... smiling to myself.. feeling good about everything and everybody around me. and here i go towards another weekend.. looking forward to and also wanting to be lazy...lets see if mom's talent is going to work this weekend and if yes what is it that i am going to discover..

Happy weekend.... :)

Oh!!! I am growing....

There is so much to say, so much to write, thoughts cloud my mind, but words fail to express.
My heart cries aloud, but the mind refuses to budge, oh how am i caught in between this tuff dual.
Yet i chose to listen to my heart, and here i try to pour it out.
Time they say heals everything...time they say speeds across everything.... and it is this time that has changed so many things and yes my life is no exception...
It just seems like yesterday, i packed my bags to move towards a new dream, towards a rising horizon, towards a new career.
Away from loved ones. Away not knowing what it meant to be away. Not knowing what to expect, what to accept.. was the journey scary u would ask me..
Not just scary it was terrible i would say. Alone and lonely, scared to death (you know me brave face in the forefront), depressed yet cheerful, frightened yet optimistic.. yes that was me..something within and something outside..
It was different, difficult and stressful and slowing things seemed to change...the fog seemed to clear and i found a lot. My eyes opened to all the wonderful people around me, to all the good things that was happening to me, all the heart warming beautiful moments i experienced.. that i got to cherish for life time. So may good buddies.... so many good friends and so many good people.. i never knew relationships could mean so much. i experienced a depth i have never felt before, a blind love towards life the way i have never felt before....it is beautiful when you see world with a different eye. The journey that started into the unknown with just one faith and belief carried me through and here i take another decision and in a whisker... just at the wink of an eye my life is taking a whole new turn..a whole new meaning ..a new perspective.

It may be stupid to hear it from me, but the fact is... it is still sinking in... its slowly seeping in... the fact and the thought that i am growing.... my loved ones are growing.... a new generation is coming in.....
It has hits me hard..each time i see that beard on my brother’s face..each time i hear my kid sister taking about collage..my kid brother negotiating with his mom...toddlers moving into high school... things are changing... growing around you and me.

Just stopped by to tell all of you that i love you and thanks for being there all along... supporting me encouraging me.... i still feel like a kid.... i don’t want to acknowledge that i am growing.. but the fact remains.... and it is still sinking in......
 
Oh!!! i am growing.. :)